I love to read and write, it gives one the power to be anything they want to be and be wild(not in the bad way per se) with your imaginations....
I found that I began to loose this zeal when I felt God abandoned me; this was due to a lot of things that I had encounetered in my life in the past one year. I felt low, forgotten, without purpose and I really was very confused.
All in all, I realized that life is nothing without God. It's in Him I live, I move and have my being! I may be sad and unhappy, maybe even angry at God, but as long as I still have breath in me, I must not give up!
